Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3964 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'The Truth Of Creation (3)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's only eight but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and ONE MINUTE online after I get home from dinner with the parents tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am (when noisy PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs) and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep again, coz I knew PIG mum would get noisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, one hour later PIG mum goes a-THUMPING upstairs and gets changed for church; that's my wake-up signal to relieve myself again. After the second pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 7:30am, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee since dearest dad's home before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back and helps with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon, breakfast was one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Since PIG mum was still upstairs readying herself for church when I finished breakfast, instead of waiting for her I went, sat over the loo and did a stinky unspeakable.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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