Heylo again and probably one final greeting for Tuesday! Em's probable final, final plodding total for today now stands @ 2803. Righteo, probable final, final events for Tuesday?
- After Hannah gets me kitted for the day, I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Hannah who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her first break this week~
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Thanks to Hannah who gets me a spoon for breakfast and turns Sunrise on for my viewing pleasure; over breakfast I spent
another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of
having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ...
*sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He
lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all
only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life
that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Ooh, only thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
Did a stinky unspeakable before Hannah tootled me off to Calamvale Central and I got a cheap $10 haircut.
Walked about forty minutes through Woolies and then bought myself the calamari sushi from the Japanese place. Hannah bought herself teriyaki chicken rice paper rolls.
We both poked our mobiles for awhile; this morning, Farm Heroes gave me two hours of free lives and I still had like forty minutes left, score!
Got home, turned alarm off and took a nice warm shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Hannah who helped me rinse my hair out, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
Dried, creamed and rekitted, back outside lunch was a baked bean with one slice of cheese toastie cut into four triangles and one mug of Chinese tea.
Saw the psychiatrist Dr. Jatinda. Phew meds weren't increased and I'll see him again like next next month.
Came home and plopped back online.
Once I'l finished my most important two hours online, I'll eat the sushi roll I bought this morning with Hannah and read till 5:30; Kim's taking me to Toastmasters!
Toms: MRI ... Ela's freaking out about the needles; I'm more stressed that I may not get support for a shower toms arvo ... fingers crossed for the best!
Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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