Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1837 steps and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Hold On Until Your Joy Comes' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THREE MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 5pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, second consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:45am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew dearest dad would leave for work one hour later!
- Sure enough, one hour later, dearest dad comes to kiss me bye before leaving for his hard day's work. I tell him I'll not see him for lunch coz Annie's taking me somewhere; dad goes, "Oh, that Taiwanese girl? Have fun."
- I use the pot :P once when dearest dad leaves, before spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Alaistair and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking again for the pot :P when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around. Soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely over the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and minutes finishing my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. All the interesting surnames I saw watching the 6pm bulletin (Seven's) for the 34TH time (unfortunately I accidentally closed all windows and lost the first twenty minutes XD):: Maher, Heywood, Hrdlicka, Ohori, Wellings, Storey,Georgiou, Djokovi, Be;;may (heard), Bissell, Neesham, StoinisMuccullough, Trbjovech (heard), Danahur (heard
) and Medvedev. 78.89USc = 1AUD. Gemma Acton read the finance report and Shane Webcke read the sports report. Tony Auden read the weather report. Mt. Gravatt toms: -. Sunrise 5:36am Sunset 6:35pm
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