Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 4617 steps (sweet, I'm over 4.5 grand; that doesn't happen too often!); secondly, TWFT topic's 'The Bible and Your Health (1) and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Who's In Control" but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and TWO MINUTESonline after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:35am and after one pot :P trip I immediately tried falling back asleep since I knew dearest dad would leave for work @ 7:45am!
- Lol, but how come dearest dad came to kiss me bye after I'd only counted to 200? Oh, wait, my bladder's full ... *looks @ the clock* Woah it's already 7:45am; must've fallen back asleep without realising it!! XD
- Once dearest dad's left for his hard day's work, I happily snore for another hour, PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs being my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing bar the crop top (no bra today; you can't wear metal things when going for an MRI) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, whiwch I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to help with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with some sliced fruit (banana?), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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