Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1158 steps (ha, I'm over one grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Sustaining Grace' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-ONE MINUTES MINUTES online after watching Nine's 6pm news bulletin for the 28TH time!! Anyways, events for today?
- I used the pot :P once last night around 12:30am (I'd expected the cruel and unfaithful God to spoil my sleep considering Feb the 3rd's the original day He totally destroyed my life with the brain tumour ><) and once more around 6:35am, both times muttering "F*ck you, God." After the second pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- When dearest dad came to kiss me bye before leaving for his hard day's work, I used the pot :P for one more tinkle.
- One hour later, I'm awakened by noisy PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. I use the pot :P once more; soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo.
- Promtly @ 9am, Hannah announces her arrival. PIG mum lets her in; Hannah knocks, sticks her head inside and says "Good morning Em; fifteen more minutes." Alaistair nods @ her and she kindly goes away. XD
- When Hannahmes back, she gets me kitted and I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Hannah who squirts some toothpaste for me; Ela enjoys her first break this week~
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise doing a stinky unspeakable.
- After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. All the interesting surnames I saw while watching Nine's 6pm news for the 28TH time: Pullar, Gibbons, Upcroft (heard), Gollchewski, Goldsworthy, Crisafulli, Genders, Bernie, Plibersek (heard), Littleproud, Bradnam, Trump (heard), King, Weir, Greenbank, Rigby, Ahearn, Noor (heard), Navalny, Putin (heard), Bezos (heard), Croucher, Green, Brigginshaw, Reader, Barty (heard), DFufficy, Bouazoza, Peggula, Millman (heard), De Minaur (heard), Sobey, WhincupConway, Demack, Salters (heard), Babl and Kafusi (heard). 76.23USc =1AUD Garry Youngberry read the weather report. Brisbane was 20-29 today. Mt. Gravatt toms: 19-29 . sunrise: 5:23am sunset 6:41pm
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