Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3406 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic's from last night's 'The Liberating Power Of Forgiveness' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Competence Doesn't Compensate For Security'. Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, I missed out on starting an awesome sleep streak last night when nature suddenly called @ 12:45am; I used the pot :P again around 7am before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- When I next awoke for another pot :P trip around 9:30am I was like score, if PIG mum doesn't come help me up before 9:45am I'm gonna stay in bed ALL DAY and not get up till 5:45pm and watch the 6pm news!
- Unfortunately, PIG mum entered my room just past 11am and ordered mwe up, saying dad would take us out somewhere. But that means I'll be back in bed for sleep before twelve hours have passed ... feels like the day has been wasted. >< *sigh*
- But she hit me with the eye goo, helped me exceedingly slightly with not only just the bra strap but the tee also (because dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I did immediately without giving myself fifteen more minutes first coz 'twas already past 11am!
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFOO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, since dad had closed the toilet lid, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was one bowl of sticky bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast that I spread avocado and shook a minuscule amount of salt on, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Since either parent had closed the loo lid, I hiked upstairs and sat over instead my upstairs loo to do a stinky unspeakable. Lol, it's such a tiny space I just leaned against the wall and finished my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NO
- Before coming back downstairs I went and visited my old bedroom. Also tried ringing PIG mum's mobile from the handset upstairs upstairs, but she chose that time to summon me downstairs. XD
- Dad drove us to some ... DFO? Only nearly everything was closed bar like the fruit shop!
- Instead, dad tootled us elsewhere and we had lunch @ The Coffee Club; beat this: eggs Benedict with DUCK! :D
- Came home, used loo for one tijnkle and popped online. PIG mum went swimming.
- She's back home now showering and dad's gone swimming.
- Toms: Hannah's minding me 9-2. PIG mum'll prolly send us to Underwood for walkies.
- Physio with Jacky toms arvo.
- Then excitement: hopefully Hannah's taking me to Toastmasters toms night for our 700TH meeting! Hence why we're going to some pub and I've asked for an extra thirty minutes out! :D
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,Em. ^^
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