Sunday Post 305

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2910 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's Fifteen Tactics For Joy'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Look Before You Leap!; fourthly, the final, final spam count for the week's actually sixty-fourfifthly, the spam count for the weekend's already ten; wow, it reached double digits! But sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-NINE MINUTES online after I shower!! Anyways, events for today?

• Aww, my five-day awesome sleep streak when my idiot bladder poked me awake @ 1:50am and demanded I use the pot :P; nature called again around 6am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

•  Uber and I cuddle and snore for about another hour, PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home), before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when PIG mum orders I eat breakfast first.

• After pouring myself one mug of water, breakfast is one bowl of the less-yummy sticky bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD, one little slice of that amazing green tea cake that Aunty Winnie made for us yesterday, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles me off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt, but I slide down the seat without her noticing. XD

• After walking down the driveway to church, I use the normal ladies toilets myself once (since the disabled loos' lid's down and horrid PIG mum wouldn't lift it for me) then enter Bible study classroom.

• About eight joined today; Uncle William led a study from Psalm eighty-five. Annoyingly, he wouldn't begin @ 9am hence why class ended five minutes late.
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^