Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Wednesday Post 303

 Good afternoon! Firstly, my final, final plodding total from last night's actually 4402 (lol, nearly 4.5 grand!); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'You Cannot Lose in The End'; thirdly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1645 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD) and fourthly, TWFT topic's 'Leadership Responsibility (1)' Anyways, let's start off with last night's events first!

  • PIG mum let Kim inside when she arrived; while she tapped @ Kim I quickly munched the delicious sushi roll I'd bought earlier yesterday.
  • All devoured, I climbed into Kim's front seat and she tootled me off to Toastmasters!
  • Only six attended last night; I gave not one but TWO impromptu speeches! The first was about how Annie took me karaoke singing to end my birthday celebrations and the second was about why I loved the Minions~ Next meeting's special: our 700TH! Plan's to have the first half but second half leave and go somewhere for dinner! In that case I'll not get the Happy Meal/ will also email Michelle once details have been finalised and ask for longer support. Was hoping for one more hour but PIG mum said I'd only get thirty minutes, tops.
  • Kim had a Happy Meal for dinner with me! Thankfully, we weren't offered carrot sticks again. XD
  • Back home, repeat the usual nightly procedures and zzz...
  • Today: yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:35am and after one pot :P trip I fall back asleep right away since I know my dearest dad will leave for his hard day's work one hour later.
  • Sure enough, one hour later dearest dad very considerately walks silently along the hallway and unpops the lock into the garage; that's my wakeup call to use the pot :P again, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • After dearest dad's kissed me bye, retucked me into bed (we replayed the double dad attack memory! Me with Uber; him with Pandan XD) and leaves for his hard day's work, I cuddle Uber and we happily snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
  • After pouring myself one full mug of water, breakfast is the little box of Rice Bubbles fun cereal that Bee/someone like that got me for my birthday this year, one slice of toast spread with a little avocado (but I couldn't taste that PIG mum had sprinkled any salt), all my usual drugs :P and that full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt both ways; she chooses to listen to her Spotify playlist first and today, Era helps Ela stretch for twenty-five minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 100 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also helps rub Ela's fingers for two/three minutes.
  • At Ray's, I use the loo for one tinkle and then lie down for some acupuncture and massage. PIG mum's in her element, yapping ceaselessly @ him; my grateful thanks to Ray who always replied and kept a conversation flowing.
  • Before we left, Ray gave me a Lindt Easter bunny; Easter has officially been satisfied! :D
  • Back home, I unlocked the door, booted the computer up and prepared my GCCW homework for sending. When PIG mum summoned me over for lunch, I walked myself slowly and safely over to the gobbling :P table, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Lunch was the last of the yummy fried rice PIG mum cooked yesterday plus one mug of delicious vanilla chai with milk. Since PIG mum was feeling unsociable, she sat on the sofa and watched YouTube clips over lunch. I didn't care: I just grabbed my mobile and played Candy Crush. XD
  • Lunch finished, I walked myself slowly and safely online after visiting the loo for one more tinkle, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Angelica's minding me 4-6pm today. Neither PIG mum nor I remember her but I vaguely recall she's chocolate coloured?
  • WOVB rehearsal online from 5:30pm till 6:45pm.
  • Toms: kim's taking me to GCCW! 
  • Should be meeting Aunty Carol and her daughter for lunch toms!
  • Kim will see me home and showered before leaving @ 3:30pm. 
  • Doubt dad will take us out for dinner toms night; doubtless PIG mum was be sleeping all afternoon and evening ... might watch the Cowboys play the Bunnies! Since I cheer for both, I really don't care who wins. XD
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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