Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3755 steps, secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Books @ The Judgement' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be Secure'. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 12:45am; I used the pot :P again @ 6:20am before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually nature calls hourly after that first daylight pot :P trip, but happiness was snoring happily with Pandan all the way until dearest dad very thoughtfully walks along the hallway and unpops the lock into the garage before waking for another pot :P trip.
- After dearest dad has kissed me bye, retucked us back into bed and left for his hard day's work, Pandan and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread spread with a little avocado and perhaps sprinkled with a little salt, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and the first little pack of 'fun cereal' I got for my birthday last month; Coco Pops! It's so cool: after you pour the milk in, while the cereal absorbs the milk, you can actually hear the little chocolate balls softly popping! XD Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles me off to Underwood MarketPlace. Her goal today: to buy me new bras and knickers.
- Lol, I'm very impressed: you now find those items of clothing under 'intimates'! XD
- PIG mum also lemme buy a sushi roll for arvo tea before we returned home; I chose a tempura fish!
- Back home, I plopped online until PIG mum summoned me over for lunch, a bowl of leftover fried rice and a defence herbal infusion coz apparently drinking tea during your monthlies are bad for you? PIG mum was annoying and demanded Ela rest up on the table, but since she was feeling antisocial and went to sit on the couch to eat her lunch while watching YouTube, I propped both legs silently up onto the footstool. XD
Kim's minding me from 4-6pm; she can join me for some choir practice!
Toms: Karina's taking me to Sunnybank Hills for my fortnightly shopping trip!
Even more excitingly, I'm meeting Lisa for lunch @ Woka Warrigal!
Karina will see me home and showered before leaving @ 3:30pm.
Doubt dad will take us out for dinner toms night coz PIG mum usually sleeps till like 8pm before getting up!
Anyways, hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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