God afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding
1112 steps (aw, how come I couldn’t have plodded one less step?? 1111 for a
total would’ve been cool! XD); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘A praying Mother’ and
thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-two. Anyways, events for
today?
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For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:36pm , I lasted 6:29 . Now, lemme just play one more lasting in between
five and six minutes, and I’m content to call it quits till toms. XD
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Yay, second consecutive awesome sleep last night!
Nature didn’t call till 6:45am , and
after one pot :P trip I immediately went back to sleep coz I wanted to wake and
use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came and helped me up!
Success; lol, PIG mum came inside while I was literally the
pot! :P I immediately bid her a Happy Mother’s Day and handed her the present
I’d bought her; she hit me with the eye goo and helped me very slightly with
not only a bra strap but a tee because dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet
before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied
with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I also spend
ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Unfortunately, today I also awoke with a headache …
headaches tend to freak me out, coz they’re always located on the right; the
brain tumour that the unfaithful God so cruelly destroyed my life with was also
on the right and every time I get a headache I’m terrified that He’s trying to
blow me up/sth stupid like that. >< PIG mum says it’s prolly coz I was
too excited attending Josh’s birthday party last night and immediately wanted
to stuff me with Panadol, but I’m planning to give my stupid head till
Wednesday morning before resorting to Panadol; I hate being reliant on drugs.
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Now @ 3:11pm
I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:58 .
That’s today’s quotas satisfied, so now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
PIG mum came back to help me with Elf’s AFO and both laces (only
coz she didn’t wanna be late for Canto service) before I let her gleefully
FORCE L
me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit
over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with several
delicious Coco Pops Chex, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over
breakfast, I spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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After PIG mum races off for church and I’m done eating
breakfast, I prop Elf up onto the stool and happily read my book club novel for
like seventy minutes.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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