Wednesday Post 250d

Good evening again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1166 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-ONE MINUTES online after I use the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, continuing last night’s events?

-        Meaning dinner for me last night was two delicious lil chunks of croissant stuffed with ham and cheese, and two lil chunks of fairy bread with ICING on the top! How fancy~ Thanks also to Neil who made me one lil cup of white tea with two sugars~

-        Marvin was Table Topics Master last night, and he lemme answer the question “Would you rather you forgot yourself or forgot everyone else?”! I just shared my story about how I’d forgotten my own name back when I was still in the insane asylum 9more commonly known to everyone else as the Brain injuries Rehab Ward of the Princess Alexandra hospital XD) and when Amy evaluated, she said I had an ‘Emilyness’ about me! Lol, I’ve never had a word named after me before! XD

-        After one more loo trip, Carol drove me back to Maccas for my Happy Meal with an orange, while she herself ate a mandarin 9and shared two slices with me) and some yoghurt.

-        Back home, repeat the usual nightly events, zzz~

-        Today: argh, I’m blaming PIG mum! She suffers from the same condition: last night I had a dream, but by the time PIG mum came to poke me up, I’d forgotten all about it!! ><

-        But yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 8:05am; the funny thing was that dearest dad tried to enter my room while I was still over the pot!” XD “Eww, dad, get out!” I protested, preventing him from opening the door any wider with Era Come back after you’ve opened the garage door!”XD

-        After dearest dad kissed me goodbye before leaving for work, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddle and keep snoring, me waking once more to use the pot :p when PIG mum begins a-STOMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s inside my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first..

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth 9poor Ela0. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Cheers,

Em. ^^