Heylo again! Please excuse the first post; I still get very
excited whenever I get to post before midday .
XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 304 steps (because
obviously I haven’t left the house yet!); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Comfortable
In Uncomfortable Places’ and thirdly, the spam count for the entire week’s (all
seven days) ninety-three but fourthly and way mot importantly, I’m still owed
TWENTY-THREE MINUTES online after I get back home this arvo!! Anyways, events
for today?
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For my first game of Bejeweled that ended @ 9:19am , I lasted 6:04 .
Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll be
content to call it quits for today. XD
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I used the pot :P once last night @ 11:50am (for some reason, sleep wouldn’t come
last night?), once again around 2:30am and once more this morning @ 6:30am,
before immediately cuddling Daddy Bear and
falling back asleep again, coz I wanted to wake and use the pot :P once
more before PIG mum came and got me!
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Lol, one reason why I’m glad PIG mum works @ some
general practice and not @ some hospital’s because she’s got shocking bedside
manner! “Turn around,” she snaps @ me, holding the eye goo. I mean, would it
really kill her to say good morning first? XD
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Now @ 9:53am
I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:40 .
That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight.
XD
After PIG mum helps me very slightly with a bra and tee
(only because dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet; you can bet your bottom
dollar she won’t be helping with that when I shower later today), I give myself
fifteen more minutes and get myself mostly independently kitted, also spending
ten minutes to start a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum comes back to
help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCEL
me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit
over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and
continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to
help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly
remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast some bird food (what Dr. Ku calls A—Bran XD), one
plain 9no honey) Weetbix and some delicious Coco Pops Chex, all my usual drugs
:P and one huge full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily watch weekend Sunrise ,
also spending ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely
online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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At 9:37am, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo
for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Just waiting for PIG mum to get back from Canto service
and drive me to English service before she rocks off to her very informal ‘fellowship’
with all the other aunties that can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my
dearest dad does. Like I’ve explained before, I’m pretty sure they just drink
coffee and gossip, they don’t have Bible study/pray together/anything like that
so I’m not sure why she calls it fellowship, but hey.
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Fingers crossed the parents will lemme out for lunch
with other church peoples afterwards, although I’m fully prepared to get LESS
than one pissy little Happy Meal for lunch with the parents @ Maccas. Seriously,
it pisses me off no end; I’m THIRTY, for goodness sakes; you’d think I’d be big
enough to get to eat one little thing ike that by myself?? *sigh*
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Then in the arvo, Letter Together’s happening! Fun times~
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Toms: unless PIG mum takes me grocery shopping
somewhere, expect a pissy plodding total from me. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme
sleep in; I’ve only got a torture session with Vincent the physio in the early
arvo before Kim comes to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Anyways, fingers crossed I can
bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing weekend!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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