Tuesday Post 194

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1134 steps today and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘You Belong to God’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-FOUR MINUTES online after I let dad gleefully force me on goodness knows how long of stupid matwork exercises for him!! *sigh* Anyways, events for today?

-        For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:08pm, I lasted 5:58. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for today. XD

Woo hoo, 7^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! That’s the 8^th time this year I’ve enjoyed one whole consecutive week of awesome sleeps! :D I’m on track to smash last year’s record: I enjoyed eleven full seven-night awesome sleep streaks last year but look, it’s not even June yet and I’ve already achieved eight! :D Nature didn’t call until 6:50am (when dad flushed the upstairs toilet, actually) and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddle and happily continue snoring, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before Kim arrives. The funny thing is, when she announces her arrival, dad’s either upstairs/in the garden outside and can’t hear her knocking! Kim hears me yelling for him and calls, “Em, can you let me in?” I yell back, “Sorry Kim, I don’t have my AFO on yet and can’t walk. Ring dad, please; I’m not sure where he’s gone!”

-        Now, ending @ 2:59pm, I’ve finished a second game of Bejeweled lasting 6:14. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Kim kindly gave me fifteen more minutes before getting me kitted. I went to the bathroom and brushed teeth, before sitting over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^