Sunday, May 21, 2017

Sunday Post 193

Good afternoon! Well, it’ll be evening by the time I post this, but hey. XD firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2686 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘How Change Happens 930’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s sixteen but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTEEN MINUTES online tonight if I really haveta let dad gleefully force me on all these stupid floor exercises for him!! 8sigh* Anyways, events for today?
-        For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 5:24pm, I lasted 5:59. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Sunday. XD
Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes until 6:30am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, I woke to use the pot :P once @ 11:40pm (I only woke coz PIG mum was a-THUMPING around upstairs) but since the new day hadn’t arrived yet, I still counted today an awesome night’s sleep~
-        After that, the teddies and I immediately cuddled and snored, coz I wanted to wake and use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came down to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra!
-        Now ending @ 5:49pm, I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:36. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
-        Success with the one more pot :P trip, coz PIG mum always starts a-THUMPING around upstairs before she gets me! Plus, I got a lil help with a tee, too, coz dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet~
-        After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela, but I’ve told her hopefully she’ll get a break now that PIG mum’s gone on holidays).
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^




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