Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 3594 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘From The Bottom To The Top’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s thirty-five. Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 12TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, Daddy Bear and I immediately snuggled and snored, cozi wanted to fall asleep and use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came into my room @ 7:30am!
- But iy didn’t really matter that I stayed awake until PIG mum came downstairs, coz she also helped me with a tee coz dearest dad hadn’t for church yet~
- After giving myself mostly kitted, PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, only coz she didn’t wanna be late to church @ 9am. Don’t worry, I’m sure I’ll be tying them myself when I shower later.
That done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the siderail and starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was around one half bowl of plain porridge with one chunk of unbuttered bread, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and a small half-mouthful of plain milk. Over breakfast, I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- When PIG mum’s finished getting ready for church, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the Camry, and she tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, she also refuses to lemme turn the music on, coz she ‘wants to prepare her heart to worship God’, whatever that means. Like, why can’t she do that while the radio’s on, but she can while she’s driving and yapping?? XD
- At church, I use the loo once then enter class. It’s actually the last one for this year, coz Pastor Chris isn’t here next week! Today we finished off First Kings; not sure are we doing Second Kings next year yet.
- Afterwards, I used the normal loo once (someone was using the disabled), grabbed two bikkies then sat down. Thanks to some random aunty who passed me one quarter triangle of a tuna and corn sandwich~
- Morning tea done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk upstairs to the main hall for service. The moment I was seated, she bolted off to her very informal fellowship with all the other church aunties that can’t be bothered attending Bible study either. They don’t actually do anything Biblical; they just drink coffee and gossip! XD
- Yay, I got to stay seated for worship again today~ I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for three/four songs, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was named sth like Andrew Prince; his sermon was about the Good Samaritan.
- Afterwards, PIG mum lemme go out for lunch with Letty!! :D We just went to Sunnybank Plaza
- Lunch over, Letty walked behind me all the way down to The Reject Shop. After I sat down, she went first to Giordano to switch sth for the correct size, then to the Asian shop to get sth for her sister.
- Our last stop was all the way back up to Rainbow Tea, where she got herself a frozen coke and me a Japanese pearl milk green tea. Only it wasn’t green! XD
- Back home, I used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Toms: MSG with Pastor Grace and Hairy. If I finish my uni reflective journal entries quickly, I can do the next study tonight; if not, toms morning during breakfast.
- Late morning appointment to seeUncle Tom the Chinese herbalist for some left limb acupuncture and massage. Must get Ela to practise picking my nose toms. XD
- Will doubtless come home for lunch with dearest dad~
- For once, I’m actually looking forward to my torture session with Vincent the physio: he owes me ice cream!! XD
- Then Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme drink white tea with two sugars, not demand I practise tying shoelaces with her and that I get the chance to read for one hour again! Doubt I’ll bbl, coz I need to complete my reflective journal essays, so hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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