Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1487 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Heaven (3)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and TEN MINUTES online after Aunty Deana leaves @ 3:30pm !! Anyways, events for today?
- Lol, I’m pissed with my stupid bladder: if she’d just lemme have one more night of sleeping right through till after daybreak before calling me awake to go pee, I’d have achieved another straight FORTNIGHT of awesome sleeps but no, my idiot bladder nudged me awake @ 2:35am this morning and ordered, “Go.”! >< *sigh* XD
Anyways, nature called again around 6:05am , and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 6:15am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
~ Nature called again when dearest dad came to kiss me bye before leaving for work. I used the pot :P once more and slowly, softly but most hatefully sang like ¼ through my newest second-favourite song, closing the left eye for all the important numbers, while waiting for dad to leave.
- Daddy Bear and I resumed our happy snorings, me waking up once more for the pot :P when PIG mum began a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she came to held me slightly with a bra and hit me with the eye goo. I shared with her how my awesome sleep streak ended this morning but lol, like she cared. ><” XD
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly kitted, all the while softly, slowly but most hatefully continuing to sing my newest second-favourite song out aloud. Actually, I only sang that several times, before switching instead to continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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- PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO (I’m wearing my old one now; Sonia noticed how the new one’s strap broke yesterday while I was @ the NAB and PIG mum rang Orthotic Solutions to get an appointment to fix it. Think we’re going there next Tuesday) and set me onto shoelace tying practice. I didn’t really mind coz I was seated and could fully concentrate; besides, I know what a kick she gets outta being able to boss me around, tell me what I’m doing wrong, etc… *sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hoping everyone’s having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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