Wednesday Post 225

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1402 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘You Can Do It!’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after Aunty Deana leaves @ 3:30pm!!! Anyways, events for today?

~ Yay, awesome sleep last night! My favourite thing about the warmer months’s that the sun rises really early and it’s bright enough to see the block by like 5am, because during Winter it’s not visible until like 6am! Nature didn’t call till 5:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the five minutes till 5:15am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        Daddy Bear and I continued our happy snorings, me waking again for the pot :P around 6:45am when dearest dad came downstairs to start his day. Another hour of happy snoring for us, and when dearest dad came into my room to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work, I used the pot :P once more.

-        Once he left, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and tried to fall back asleep again, but sleep didn’t wanna come back! XD Instead, I used the pot :P once more, when suddenly, the doorbell rang! I yelled, “Coming!” then Era banged the wall for PIG mum.

-        ‘twas our neighbour Neil! He just wanted to borrow dearest dad’s wheelbarrow~

-        After he’d left, PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted. I complied with that unspoken order after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more.

-        Once that was done, PIG mum set me to shoelace tying practice. I was fine with that coz I was sitting and could fully concentrate. That took just over ten minutes, BTW~

Shoelaces finally done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sat over the loo for one more tinkle, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. breakfast was like half a bowl of plain porridge with one small chunk of unbuttered toast ripped into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P (which I had to let PIG mum gleefully force poor Era to hold the bottles for before Era was told to unscrew and rescrew them but no biggie coz I was seated and could fully concentrate) and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finish my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside to the 4WD, and she tootles us off to Warrigal Square for some grocery shopping. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day, too.

- Fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!

cheers,

Em. ^^