Wednesday, May 12, 2021

Wednesday Post 357

 Good afternoon!v Firstly,  today I've been hard " work plodding 3229 steps, secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Go On To The Meal' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Show Some Enthusiasm!' Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • Not too long afterwards, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me with the bra strap, tee and jumper before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, first I boot up the computer and note down that PIG mum's ordered I get myself a spoon for breakfast.
  • Breakfast was one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :@ and one full mug of water. I asked PIG mum why no Millo? She says it's coz there's already lotsa milk inside the porridge.
  • When Ete arrived, PIG mum yapped " her for several minutes before letting us leave. Arrival time: two minutes late. Not bad, considering we'd fully stopped along the motorway about four times! XD
  • Less than fifteen minutes left, so just briefly: 
  • I've forgotten the male student's name but physio today: 100 single leg push-ups and calf raises, went outside for a long walk with Sonia and reaching cone work for both hands.
  • Didn't realise PIG mum was home; Ete didn't know how to check the alarm was off; I went to turn it off but instead turned it on, meaning I had to turn it off again! ><@
  • Took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Ete who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
  • Dried, creamed and rekitted PIG mum sent me to get myself a spoon before I had rice leftovers for lunch.
  • Saw Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Excitable PIG mum only repeated the same word five times thrice before moving on; her record's eight! XD
  • Got home, had passionfruit for arvo tea and popped online.
  • Singing from 5:30pm till 6:30pm¬
  • Toms: Hannah's helping me up and taking me to the library for GCCW.
  • Tina's picking me up afterwards; we'll have lunch " Ho Lin Wah before she sees me home and showered.
  • Excitement: book club dinner toms night! Originally I thought 'twasa tonight so thanks to PIG mum who fed me some rice for lunch but I checked my email this arvo and it's actually toms night! XD
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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