Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard# @ work plodding 3749 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Light Beyond The Light' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Accept Responsibility For Your Life'. Anyways, events for today?
- I used the pot :P once last night around 2:50am and once more around 7:10am when PIG mum awoke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing soo, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is one avocadotoastie with apparently some salt (not sure the fact I couldn't taste any was because PIG mum didn't really shake any/I've just got inferior tastebuds XD), one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another smaller mug of Milo. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into Victoria's car and she tootles me off to UQ for my two hour session with Kevin. Peak hour traffic meant we didn't arrive until 9:12am.
- Physio today: 100 single leg push-ups on the tower of power for Elf, twenty minutes treadmill walking reaching the speed of 1.5km/hr, took two walks outside down the ramp and Mr Jig-air walked me back down to reception. Turns out he received my e-mail and that's why he's wearing long pants today! Wuss. XD
- Victoria tootled me home, I turned the alarm off and then I took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Victoria who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- After getting dried, creamed and rekitted, I head down to the gobbling :P table only to haveta walk back to the computer and note down that I got myself a spoon for lunch coz PIG mum wanted to show Victoria hgow much power she's got over me. >< *sigh*
- LLess than twenty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Had yeung cheung noodles for lunch.
- Saw Ray for some massage and acupuncture.
- Have choir rehearsal from 5:30pm till 6:30pm tonight.
- Toms: Tina's taking me for my fortnightly shopping trip to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown~
- Looking forward to meeting Pastor Grace @ Woka Warrigal for lunch @ 1pm.
- TTina will see me home and showered before leaving @ 3:30pm.
- Cowboys and Knights are playing toms night ... don't think I'll watch that coz I've gotta finish reading and start scoring GCCW competition entries but I'll keep the television on.
- Righteo, hopefully bbl else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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