Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2078 steps (ha, I’m past two grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Never Assume’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-ONE MINUTES online after Kim leaves around 6pm!! Anyways, events for today?
-Woo hoo, 12TH awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am , and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Another poo’s that my idiot head randomly started pounding last night (it’s always the right side; the brain tumor that the cruel and unfaithful God so wantonly smited me down with nearly ten years ago was also on the right side and everytime I get a headache I’m terrified that God’s trying to do me in …
- I’d expected nature to call again after one more hour’s sleeping; I was pleasantly surprised that the teddies and I happily snored together all the way until 7:45am , when dearest dad came to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work!
- After he’d gone, the teddies and I snuggled and continued snoring. Nature called again after another hour or so; after one more pot :P trip I’d expected PIG mum to come a-THUMPING around upstairs soon, but instead I fell asleep and didn’t wake until PIG mum began her stomping around 10:30am !
- once she’d come downstairs, hit me with the eye goo and helped me very slightly with a bra, I used the pot :p once for two tinkles then gave myself fifteen more minutes before getting myself mostly independently kitted.
- PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sat for two tinkles over the loo, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely outside, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was about half a bowl of plain porridge with one slice of plain (unbuttered) bread thrown into it, (it didn’t matter that I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto the slice of toast before ordering Era to rip it, because firstly, I was seated and could fully concentrate and secondly, Era kept her promise to Ela by combining with the spoon afterwards to tear the chunks into bite-sized, more manageable pieces), one full mug of water, most of my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spent about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the Camry, and she tootles us off to Underwood Marketplace for some grocery shopping. Of course, she gleefully forces poor Em to buckle her own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day too and Era helps Ela stretch for forty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five.
- At Underwood Marketplace, we buy bananas from the fruit and veg shop (think it’s called Underwood Fresh) before popping into Woolies and buying some milk.
- Back home, I use the loo once then sit down for lunch, coz PIG mum says there’s no time to pop online.
- For lunch, we have leftovers. Not just any leftovers, but leftovers without greens!! There’s some Chinese mushroom, baked beans and like one wee chunk of pork/chicken, though.
- After lunch, I turn the computer on, use the loo once for two tinkles and get back into the Camry, where PIG mum drives me to my weekly torture session with Vincent.
- Physio today: sat first go, then stood most session. Bent down to floor multiple times; grasping for Era, reaching for Era, turned two 360s and stood only on Elf, weight shifting. Today I got to leave on time because today Kayla attended her first day @ prep! She’s been enrolled into Brisbane Adventist College
- Back home, I used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- I was content to sit online until Kim came to mind me @ 4pm but alas, horrid PIG mum had other ideas: I had to let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to dad’s deck and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the day’s washing; argh, I HATES standing practice! >< It’s only made my headache worse … *sigh*
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice, will lemme drink white tea with two sugars and I’ll get the chance to read for another hour! Oh, must ask her does she wanna choose me a new book to read while I’m showering; when she came last, she said the font on the current book I was reading was too small for me?
- Toms: UQ physio isn’t till Wednesday; think PIG mum said she’d take me grocery shopping somewhere. Hopefully she’ll take me out somewhere for half a lunch, too! Best of all, Toastmaster’s resuming toms night! Darani’s taking me to that; must remember to bring seventy bucks to pay membership fees and fingers crossed the PIG mum’ll lemme buy some dinner home from Maccas; never mind that Happy Meals were what I ate surely @ LEAST two DECADES ago!
- So hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
No comments:
Post a Comment