Potentially one final greeting for Monday! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2391 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed EIGHTEEN MINUTES online after I get back home from dinner with Aunty A tonight!! Righteo, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am , and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear, Juice and I all cuddle and snore again, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad comes to kiss me goodbye before going off to work.
- At 6:23 , I played a game of Bejeweled lasting 5:26 . Am content to not play again till toms, now. XD
- I wake to use the pot :P once more shortly before PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. When she comes downstairs, I ask may I please sleep for another hour? See, I don’t haveta see Vincent until the afternoon. Surprise, PIG mum says yes! Then she spoils it by reminding me that we’re going for shaved iced after physio; how could I possibly fall back asleep after knowing that??
- I try, though. However, I give up around 9:30am and tell PIG mum I’m ready to get up. She comes to help me very slightly with a bra then leaves me to get myself mostly kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and set me on shoelace tying practice. I don’t really mind, because I’m sitting and can concentrate. However, fifteen minutes later I’ve only managed Elf’s shoe, so call PIG mum back to help retie the other.
- Finally all done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is about one bowl of porridge (it’s the middle of Summer now; I wonder why PIG mum isn’t letting me have Weet-bix for breakfast? Still, I know better than to ask: with porridge, she usually brings it over; with Weet-bix, she’ll gleefully force me to stand there and gleefully force poor Ela to get it! XD) with one slice of unbuttered toast torn into it. Yes, I haveta let her gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto the bread before she orders Era to tear it, but I’m fine coz (1) I’m sitting and can fully concentrate, besides (2) Era keeps her promise to Ela by afterwards combining with the spoon to tear the pieces into bite-sized, more manageable chunks. I also drink one full mug of water, take all my usual drugs :P and drink half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I spend about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After putting my breakfast dishes into the sink, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the Camry. Of course, she gl- bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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