Good morning! Firstly, my final, final plodding total for Saturday’s
actually 1838; secondly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 319 steps (because
obviously, I haven’t left the house yet!); thirdly, TWFT topic’s ‘Conquering
Your Fear Of intimacy (20’ and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend’s eighteen
but fifthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE
HOUR and THIRTY-THREE MINUTES online later!! Anyways, let’s finish off with
yesterday’s events first!
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Woo hoo; to celebrate CNY ,
Kim bought me a green tea harsiubing! :D I also drank one mug of white tea
sweetened with one spoonful of honey and ate two yummy passion fruits. my other
joy was getting to read Dear Fatty for one hour, while Kim cleaned the bathroom
then gently massaged Ela.
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Before she left, she took me once more to the loo for
one tinkle.
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Not long afterwards, dad came downstairs and said, “Go
to the loo; it’s time to leave!”
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Aunty Catherine and Uncle Calvin had invited us, Hairy
and Aunty Frances over to their place for CNY
dinner!
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Truth be told, I was rather disappointed with the fare.
XD There weren’t any charsiu/roast pork! Everyone drank wine; thanks to Joey
who remembered that I’m allergic to alcohol and got me this really cute
passionfruit popper! The face lacked a smiley, but Joey gave me a pen and I set
the thing to right. XD
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Instead of praying, Uncle Calvin led everyone instead
to sing How Great Thou Art
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For some reason, the juice Joey got me sent me going to
the loo thrice last night! XD
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Idiot me also must’ve sat awkwardly on the chair, coz I
pulled a back muscle. >< But thanks to PIG mum who microwaved a heat pack
for me, I think I’m alright now.
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Back home, dad immediately Facetimed our rellies from
HK and I did the ‘bai leen’ (say that in Canto) thing.
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Repeat the usual nightly routine, zzz~
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Today: I used the pot :P one this morning around 2am. Strangely
enough, after I got back to bed, my right kidney suddenly throbbed! When she
throbbed a second time, I told her, “Go ouch again and I’m calling PIG mum.”
That shut her up. XD
I used the pot :P once again around 6:20am, before spending
the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Nature called again about one hour later. I expected
PIG mum to come downstairs soon, and she did. Score, she not only helped me
very slightly with a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t left for church
yet.
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After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself
mostly kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, but
that’s only coz she doesn’t wanna be late to the Canto service @ 9am . Bet I’m tying them myself when I shower
later.
Footwear done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth 9poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sat
over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail andv continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is around one bowl of plain porridge, one full mug
of water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of milk. Over breakfast, I also
spend some time finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely
online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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At 9:45am, I took myself slowly and safely to the loo
for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Just church today, definitely nothing special. Oh,
wait, the special thing’s that we’re having a CNY
luncheon afterwards!
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Don’t have any plans for the arvo … may just spend
another lonely arvo staring @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles down from
pigland and orders that I go shower.
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Toms: Early arvo torture session with Vincent the
physio. >< Will prolly go grocery shopping with PIG mum first then come
back for lunch with dearest dad~
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers
crossed she’ll lemme off shoelace tying practice, will lemme drink white tea
with two sugars and I’ll get to read for one hour again! Anyways, fingers
crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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