Sunday Post 185

Good morning! Tee hee, I'm obviously very much enjoying these two/three months where I get to post online before midday. XD firstly, I've only been hard @ work plodding 330 steps today (obviously, I haven't left the house yet!); secondly, TWFT topic's "He's Always A Step Ahead (3)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's thirty-seven but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed THIRTY MINUTES online after i get back home from church!!! Anyways, events for today?
- Well, first up, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:32. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll be happy to call it quits for today. XD
- Oh, I had another dream last night/this morning! PIG mum and I sit down @ the gobbling :P table to do sth together! Pity I wake up before I discover what. XD
- Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep for 2017; my best for the year so far! Nature didn't call until 7:25am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes till 7:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Yup, @ 9:47am I've played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:10, meaning I'm content not to play again till toms. xD
- No point trying to fall back asleep again when PIG mum was gonna come into my room in like ten minutes; instead, I spent those six hundred seconds slowly, silently but most hatefully singing like 17% of my newest second-favourite song inside my head, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- When PIG mum comes to hit me with some eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra, she also helps me very slightly with a tee, because dearest dad hasn't left for work. Bet your bottom dollar she won't help me with that again when I shower later today! *sigh*'
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both laces coz she doesn't wanna be late to the Canto service @ 9am; again, bet your bottom dollar that I'm tying them myself when I shower later today! *sigh*\
- That all done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

 - After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is about one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered bread torn into it, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water.

- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- At 9:40am and 10:05am, nature calls; both times, I walk myself slowly and safely once to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- PIG mum says she'll come back @ 10:40am and drive me to ESS. I wish she would wait for me to finish over the loo and see me seated before she races off to join all the other church aunties who can't be bothered like her to attend Bible study like my dearest dad does on their very informal 'fellowship'. I honestly don't understand why she calls it that, considering they don't do anything Biblical like read the Bible together/pray/sing hymns; no, I'm pretty sure they just sit, drink coffee and gossip. XD But hopefully when I come outta the loo, I'll find someone who can walk behind me to my usual spot. Honestly, sometimes I suspect PIG mum's just waiting for someone to tell her when she comes to pick me up after ESS that I fell flat on my butt so she can jeer @ me that I didn't put enough weight to the left. *sigh*

- Doubtless the parents also won't lemme have lunch out with other church peoples afterwards, either. *sigh* Again, I'll prolly be gleefully restricted to LESS than one Happy Meal. Freaking hell, I'm turning THIRTY this year; you'd think I'd be considered big enough to eat one by myself!! *sigh*

- Don't have any plans for the arvo; if PIG mum won't take me to watch a movie, doubtless I'll spend another lonely arvo staring @ the computer screen. *sigh*

- Toms: will prolly go grocery shopping with PIG mum in the morning, return home for a lunch of tasteless leftovers with dearest dad then see Vincent the physio for my weekly torture session, before Kim comes to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. So hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead~

Cheers,

Em. ^^