Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 768 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Conquering Your Fear of Intimacy (1)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-THREE MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I snuggled and snored together for one more hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum hits me with the eye goo before leaving for work. After she’s gone, I spend another ten minutes continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- When dearest dad comes back inside and tucks me back into bed, I immediately sit up, hug him and shower him with kisses, coz today’s his BIRTHDAY!
- Then the teddies and I count and sing myself back to sleep, me waking twice more for the pot :P before Besta arrives five/ten minutes early. Actually, I’m using the pot:P when she arrives! I beckon her inside and whisper, “Today’s my dad’s birthday! Please gimme fifteen more minutes and go wish him a happy birthday~”
- When she comes back inside, I immediately share with her the dream I had! She laughs, then notes, “But still no food.” XD
- Besta gets me kitted, then I head over to brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me out some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once weekly reprieve.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one more tinkle, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I head outside to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Thanks to dearest dad who’s left me half a slice of chicken omelette for breakfast although unfortunately, we’re outta cheese. I also enjoy one mug of white tea, sweetened with two sugars, and suck the teabag once. :p
- Happiness is getting to read Dear Fatty for seventy minutes! While I’m reading, Besta gently massages Ela for about fifty-five minutes, painting her minion colours today.
- At midday, Besta takes me once to the loo for one tinkle and makes me one mug of warm Milo.
- I ring Aunty Nga and ‘bai leen’ (say that in Canto) coz today’s the first day of CNY!
- After finishing, I happily read for another thirty minutes.
- One more loo trip for me before Besta goes, leaving me with one yummy bowl of fried rice and one mug of grey tea (she used the last few drops of milk) for lunch.
- After I finish eating, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At 1:50pm, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for a stinky unspeakable and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- OK, I’m pissed. Dad wouldn’t lemme attend Lisa’s farewell arvo tea coz he said it’s his birthday and I should be spending it with him, but instead he’s gone out somewhere, PIG mum’s upstairs in pigland and I’m stuck staring @ the computer!! >< *sigh*
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today.
- Tonight, we’re off to Aunty Catherine’s for CNY dinner! Hope PIG mum remembered to bring back a birthday cake for dad~
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Fingers crossed the parents’ll lemme out for lunch with Lisa, seeing that they’re not allowing me out this afternoon!
- Don’t have any plans for the arvo; will prolly just stare @ the computer all arvo. *sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. At 3:57 i played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:36. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll call it quits for today. XD
P.S. At 3:57 i played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:36. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll call it quits for today. XD
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