Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1495 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘This Year, Trust God And Stay Calm’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-FIVE MINUTES after Dani leaves @ 6pm!!! Anyways, events for today?
- First up, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:29 . Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’m happy not to play again till toms. XD
Woo hoo, 11TH consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call till 7:10am (and lucky that dad was around to gimme the pot :P back; last night, awful PIG mum refused to gimme it, meaning I actually slept with Elf’s AFO on last night, in case nature called… *sigh*) and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now @ 5:35pm I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:25 , so am happy to stop for today. XD
- Daddy Bear, Juice and I all cuddled and snored. When dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work @ 8:15am , I used the pot :P once more.
- Once he’s gone, I enjoy a MASSIVE sleep-in! PIG mum doesn’t come to hit me with the eye goo and help me VERY slightly with a bra (she helps even less than she did last year; sheesh, sometimes I honestly suspect she lies in bed every morning and thinks up new ways of making my life even harder for me than it already is! ><) then leaves me to get myself mostly kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum came back to help me with Elf’s AFO and set me on shoelace tying practice. I don’t really mind, coz(1) I’m seated and can fully concentrate and (2) I know what a kick PIG mum gets outta being able to boss me around, gleefully tell me what I’m doing wrong, etc. I mean, it’s not like I’m unaware of what I’m meant to do; it’s just that stupid Ela doesn’t get the message to move! >< *sigh*
When that’s finally all finished, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is about one small half bowl of porridge with one slice of unbuttered toast torn into it (yes, I haveta let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto the slice before she demands Era tear it, but I’m fine with that because (1) I’m seated and can fully concentrate and (2) Era keeps her promise to Ela and combines with the spoon to tear the chunks into more bite-sized, manageable pieces afterwards, once PIG mum’s gone upstairs), one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P one small half-mouthful of milk (which again, I haveta let awful PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to stand there and gleefully force poor Ela to pour for me) and one more full mug of milk.
- Anyways, Dani’s almost here, so fingers crossed I can bbl after she’s gone, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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