Heylo again and good afternoon! Please excuse the first post; I just get so very excited when I get to post before midday . XD Anyways, firstly today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2544 steps (ha, just over 2.5 grand XD0 and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘This Year Recognise Your Calling’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and TEN MINUTES online after Aunty Deana leaves @ 3:30pm!!! Anyways, events for today?
- First up, I’ve already lasted 6:21 playing my first game of Bejeweled. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’m happy to call it quits for Wednesday. XD
Woo hoo, 12TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 5:25am (seriously, it’s like my favourite thing about Summer: the sun rises well before 6am !) and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 5:35am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :P twice more before dearest dad comes to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work.
- I remember PIG mum ordering me not to call her awake and let her sleep; after dearest dad’s left for work, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking twice more for the pot. When PIG mum still hasn’t roused by 10am I decide she will soon, so instead of trying to fall back asleep, start singing my newest second-favourite song silently, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for the important numbers.
- Sure enough, whilst I’m singing, PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs and she’s soon inside my room, hitting me with some eye goo and helping me very slightly with a bra, before leaving me to get myself mostly kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- 12:51pm ; I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:05 , so am happy to stop for today. XD
- after washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast’s one small half-bowl with one slice of unbuttered toast torn into it (unsurprisingly, I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto the toast before Era was ordered to rip it into ten small pieces but that’s okay coz firstly, I was seated and could fully concentrate and secondly, Era kept her promise to Ela by combining afterwards with the spoon to tear the pieces into bite-sized, more manageable chunks), one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of milk. PIG mum only used to gimme one small half-mouthful; now she’s refused to pour me some milk and saying if I want it, I’ve gotta go pour it myself, I pour myself a full mug. My only regret’s that dad’s switched to drinking low fat milk and I can’t pilfer his full cream milk anymore! XD Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD, and she tootles us off to Warrigal Square for some shopping.
- Our first stop’s the chemist, where PIG mum buys some more iron tablets for me. Actually, we see Chris (Aunty Peggy’s son) working there and @ first I consider going over to say hello, but decide against it coz he’s working.
- Next, we walk every single aisle @ Woolies coz otherwise I won’t pass 1000 steps. Think PIG mum buys a pack of wet wipes and one more thing.
- Our last stop’s The Sushi Train, where PIG mum buys some prawn sushi for her lunch and I buy some chicken sushi for arvo tea.
- After arriving home, there’s some slight difficulty: I prefer to turn right to head back inside but PIG mum demands I turn left and won’t walk behind me! Sheesh, sometimes I really suspect she’s just waiting to see me fall so she can bitch that I fell because I hadn’t put enough weight to the left side. *sigh*
- But after a loo trip, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- PIG mum leaves for work, ordering I lock the door. Sheesh, she’s still bitching @ me when she leaves; gosh, I sure hope she treats her patients nicer than she treats me! ><” *sigh* XD
- When Aunty Deana announces her arrival, I walk myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Someone’s coming from 4pm till 6pm to mind me today; fingers crossed she’ll lemme drink white tea with two sugars, considering I’ve already got yummy chicken sushi!
- Tonight’s ice cream night, so yay for that! Like I say every week, a very little’s better than none @ all!
- Toms: it’s my first shopping trip for 2016 with Kim to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown! Kim’s offered to take me to lunch somewhere nearby, some Vietnamese restaurant; that’s why I haven’t asked the Lungs if they’re free for lunch, coz we already met last week, and I suppose I really shouldn’t bother them again so soon …
- Fingers crossed dearest dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner somewhere toms night, although I fully understand I’m only gonna get piss little. *sigh*
- Anyways, fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone’s having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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