Monday Post 355b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I just get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 438 steps (but will leave the house next); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional 'God Demonstrates His Love' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Can You Pay The Price?' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed  online after I get home this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

• '  Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:05am and after one pot :P trip, after I swung back into bed, dad came to kiss me bye! "Where are you going, baba?" I asked him sleepily. "It's 6:05am and a public holiday ..." Dad answered he was going to church and doing sth but would come home afterwards and take me to buy new shoes, okay? After he'd gone, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

   

• I happily snore, waking again for the pot :P around 7:45am and happily snoring again before PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for one more pot :P trip. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable. Actually, I first turn on the computer and note down that I've gotten a spoon, coz PIG mum has already demanded I do that for her.

• Breakfast was one bowl of plain porridge with sliced banana dropped in, all my usual drugs :P and PIG mum forgot to gimme a mug of water! I just quickly dropped all the pills into the porridge and swallowed them. XD Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

   

• After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• That done, I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. When PIG mum arrived home from swimming, I walked myself once more slowly and safely to the loo for one more tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 

• Dad says he'll take us out and buy me new shoes after PIG mum finishes showering! Hopefully we can have lunch out~

• Toms: Hannah's minding me from 9am till 1pm. Think she'll help me up, take me to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage and see me home and showered before leaving @ 1pm.

• Don't have Toastmasters toms night; will haveta let PIG mum gleefully force me on my HEP and prolly let her gleefully force poor Ela to feed me some fruit for arvo tea. *sigh*

• Will haveta get a move-on with my GCCW entry;it's due this Friday!!

• Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^