Wednesday Post 242b

Heylo again! Please excuse the first post, I just get so excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, my final, final plodding total for Tuesday actually stands @ 2889; secondly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1083 steps (phew, just over one grand XD) and thirdly, TWFT topic’s ‘Share Your Struggle’ but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and SEVENTEEN MINUTES online after I get back home from UQ physio!!! Anyways, let’s start off with last night’s events first!

-        At 6:35, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        With great timing, Dr. Lee arrived just when I was coming out!

-        He tootled me off to Alan’s place; it’s literally just a lil further along than Vincent the physio’s studio!

-        Inside, I got to sit in an armchair! Blessed, complete safety for the night~ :o)

-        Everyone else trickled in, and dinner began! Dr. lee made fried rice; PIG mum had the melons and Charlsy brought KFC! Dr. Lee passed me one yummy drumstick~

-        Over dinner, Sarah and I chatted away; she told me about where she’s working now; I told her and Alex my funny 21^st birthday story. There was even dessert afterwards! I munched one yummy lil mini cookies and cream Drumstick, but decided not to tell PIG mum about it, lest she bar me from my usual 1.5 level spoonfuls of it tonight. XD

-        Afterwards, I walked over several steps to another table, where Charlsy was hosting some card game called sth like Werewolf! You had to follow instructions from his talking smartphone; I got the card mason but didn’t really get the game. XD

-        All too soon Dr. Lee was saying he had to take me home. Alan walked me out back to Dr. Lee’s car; I’d given him the warning Kat once gave to some physio student and after I’d gotten into Dr. Lee’s car and thanked him, I was like, “I hope my demented left hand didn’t hurt you or anything?’ Alan laughed, responding, “Nah, I’m fine. But yes, your left hand held onto me like sh*t.” “Alan!” I mocked yelped, “Language!” as he and Dr. Lee both burst out laughing. XD

-        So Dr. Lee tootled me home, repeat the usual nightly events, zzz.

-        Today: first, for my first game of Bejeweled, I lasted 5:32. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits until toms. XD

Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        Right after I finished, PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and help me slightly with not only a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet.

-        After I got myself mostly independently kitted, PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Wednesday Post 242

Good morning! :P
Cheers,
Em. ^^

Tuesday Post 191b

Heylo again, and probably one final greeting for Tuesday! Em’s probable final, final plodding total for Tuesday now stands @ 2613. righteo, probable final, final events for Tuesday?

-        forgot to ask why did Carol arrive one minute late today, but when she announced her arrival I walked myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        So a nice warm shower for me – I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also sang 28% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

-        After I flipped the nice warm water off, I got dried, creamed and rekitted, having just one tinkle when Carol was drying my glasses for me.

-        That all done, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for arvo tea, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Arvo tea was the yummy eel sushi I’d chosen during lunch, plus one mug of green tea. However, my main happiness was getting to read for one whole hour! Originally, I only had enough time to read for fifty-five minutes, but Carol was so absorbed with watching The Chase that she didn’t notice the time, either! XD

-        So while Carol washed our afternoon tea cups, I used the loo once more for two tinkles.

-        Waiting for Dr. Lee to come pick me up and drive me to Alan’s for our small group dinner tonight!

-        Toms: presumably PIG mum’ll take us grocery shopping somewhere … but then again, maybe not, coz Aunty Deana’s coming quite early to mind me for three hours because then I’ve got upper limb clinic for Ela for 1.5 hours!

-        That’s why Carol’s coming back toms again to mind me not from four till six, but 4:30 till 6:30; I very much look forward to watching twenty-five minutes of Seven’s 6pm news with her!

-        Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^
P.S. At 6:25pm I played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:07. Will willingly hit the sack now tonight. XD

Tuesday Post 191

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2474 steps (ha, I’m just over two grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Try To Be More Patient’. Anyways, events for today?

- I used the pot :P twice last night and once more around 6:30am this morning, before spending the ten minutestill 6:40am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

- When dearest dad came to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work around 7:45am, I used the pot :P once more.

- At 2:48pm I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:01. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll be content to not play again until toms. XD

- Didn’t actually fall back asleep again before PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs, but I used that signal to use the pot :P once again. Not long after that, she was inside my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

- PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and put me on shoelace tying practice. I didn’t really mind, coz I was sitting down; besides, I’m still proud of the neat lil trick Era figured out~

- Shoelaces done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth 9poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sat over the loo for just one tinkle, before deciding I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable.

- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Breakfast is like half a bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) and Weet-Bix Bites, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Unsurprisingly, I haveta let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto each pill bottle before she orders Era to unscrew and rescrew the cap but I’m not really fussed coz I’m seated and can fully concentrate. Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

- That done, I wash and dry both hands, before heading out to the 4WD.

- PIG mum tootles me out to UQ for physio. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day, too. Oh, today Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes, before Ela opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubs Ela’s fingers for ten minutes.

My new physio student’s called Locky (Lachlan); he’s twenty-seven and already has a degree in like chemistry. Physio today: transferring from mats to plinth five times, transferring from mats upright three-five times, thirteen sit-to-atands, four/six laps walking along hallway and two laps walking backwards. Ethan also came over and told me that he had one whole litre of milk and an entire jar of Nutella for breakfast!

-        After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us back to Warrigal Square, where we buy groceries from Woolies then have a lil lunch from The Sushi Train.

-        Back home, I use the loo once for one tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        I was content to enjoy my most important two hours online before Carol arrived but instead, I had to let awful PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the day’s washing; argh, I HATES standing practice!! >< *sigh*

-        Carol’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today.

-        Then tonight, Dr. Lee’s coming to pick me up @ 6:40pm and taking me to Alan’s place for small group dinner! PIG mum’s busily cooking me sth to take for dinner tonight now~

-        Must also remember to remind PIG mum to please tape Chicago Fire for me tonight!

-        Toms: Aunty Deana’s coming to mind me from 12:30pm till 3:30pm toms. Actually, no, she’ll come earlier coz then I’m going back to UQ for the upper limb clinic in the arvo!

-        Can’t remember who’s coming to mind me for two hours in the arvo; must check roster.

-        And best of all, topmorrow night’s ice cream night! Like I always say, a very little’s better than nothing @ all!

-        Anyways, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Monday Post 191d

Good evening again, and one final greeting for tonight! Em’s final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 5897. righteo, final, final events for Monday?

-        I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice warm water off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, Era and both legs), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, Era and both calves) then mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces after I’d practised tying the left one with her.

-        After using the loo for one tinkle and washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Arvo tea’s the yummy honey chicken sushi roll I bought earlier that arvo. One reason why I miss Darani: she used to gimme more soya sauce! Kim only gives me the three drops PIG mum’s left from wasting the rest of the fish. *sigh* oh, Kim also only lets me drink green tea. *sigh* Hoping I can get one mug of white and two sometime during the week!

-        While I munched my arvo tea, Kim cleaned the bathroom then sat and gently massaged Ela for like one hour, but just wioth the therabrush, coz the paintbrush gave Ela some rash last time she used it?

-        Hoorah, I’ve finished the book club novel! Not that it was boring (I’d have stopped reading after fifty pages were that the case) but just that it wasn’t interesting! Looking forward with continuing the Eddings novel toms~

-        Before Kim left, I took myself once slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        I was content to stay online till dinnertime, alas that PIG mum tumbled downstairs from pigland, immediately and gleefully forced me offline.

-        For the next fifty minutes, I let her gleefully force poor Ela practise piano. I didn’t really mind, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate; it just makes me so very sad to see how the cruel and unfaithful God’s reduced me so. Like, I can’t claim I was amazing or anything, but I wasn’t half bad, honest … still, like I told mother, the cruel and unfaithful God has taken away so much from me already; I’ll be damned before I let him take away my love of playing piano too! >< *sigh*

-        When dad called dinner, I walked myself slowly and safely once to the loo for one tinkle first, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Dinner tonight: the yummy rice, and no greens! Lots of soup potato, lots of soup carrot, some yummy snow fungus, two/three chunks of tasteless soup beef/pork and two miniscule slices of yummy Spam ham.

-        Dinner was spooned down with one bowl of soup, before I took my bowl over to the sink and walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        At 9pm, I walked myself slowly and safely once more to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Toms: UQ physio resumes. Wonder if Kat remembered to get me a ‘hot’ one? XD

-        Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll take me out for half a lunch afterwards!

-        Carol’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.

-        Not attending Toastmasters toms night, coz it’s our first small group for 2017! Dr. Lee’s taking me to Alan’s place for dinner; he’s coming to pick me up @ 6:40.

-        Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Monday Post 191c

Good evening! Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 5715. anyways, continuing events for Monday?

-        More snoring for the teddies and I; me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s inside my room, hitting me with the eye goo and helping me very slightly with a bra, before leaving me to get myself mostly kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

-        PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and to set me on shoelace tying practice; I didn’t really mind, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate. Besides, I’m still really proud of the neat lil trick I’ve discovered that enables me to get the shoelaces done quicker~

-        Laces done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coz I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.

-        So after washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is one small half-bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) and some Weet-Bix Bites, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Over doing a stinky unspeakable, I also lean fully against the side rail and spend some time also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        That done, I was hoping to head out and buy groceries with PIG mum; instead, I had to let her gleefully FORCE L me to use the Wii Fit for her for thirty minutes; argh, I HATES standing practice! >< *sigh*

-        Next, I had to let her gleefully force poor Ela to play Wii Sports Resort for her. I didn’t really mind this time, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate. Besides, it’s amusing to see how excited PIG mum gets when I’m doing the swordfighting. XD

-        After one quick loo trip, I then had to let her gleefully FORCE L me to stand and let her gleefully force poor Ela to take down the day’s washing; argh, I’ve already said once today how much I HATES standing practice! ><

-        Lunch was half a bowl of last night’s dinner leftovers and one mug of Chinese tea.

-        After lunch, I used the loo once more for one tinkle, then PIG mum tootled me off for my weekly torture session with Vincent the physio.

-        Physio today: sat first go, then stood most session, bending to touch floor with Ela's fingers and identifying which ones. Also reaching and grasping for Ela.

-        That done, PIG mum and I went to buy groceries from Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown. We bought groceries from Woolies and Asian Village, also thanks to PIG mum who lemme buy a sushi roll from Sushi Chef (the Japanese place downstairs beside the ten dollar haircut place)

-        Back home, I used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        I was perfectly content to stay online until Kim came to mind me; alas that instead I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the day’s washing; argh, that’s the THIRD lot of forced standing I’ve had to endure for PIG mum today!1 >< *sigh*

-        But @ least I was finished and back inside before Kim arrived, meaning PIG mum didn’t get the chance to show Kim how much power she has over me, ha.

-        When Kim announced her arrival two minutes early, thanks to PIG mum who let her in.

-        I waited until 4pm before walking myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        So a nice warm shower for me today – I washed and rinsed my own hair. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang like 25% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Monday Post 191b

Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly,  Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 5376 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and TWO MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

-        At 6:19pm, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:31. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll be content not to play again until toms. XD

-        Yup, @ 6:26 I played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:03. Will willingly hit the sack now tonight. XD

Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I continue snoring, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for work around 7:45am.

-        More snoring for the teddies and I; me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING ar – bbl!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Monday Post 191

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 5021 steps today (ha, I’m just over half a normal person today XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Try To Be Kind Today’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!! But just noting down that I enjoyed an awesome sleep last night (bid my teddy sweet dreams, fell asleep and didn’t wake till 6:20am) then endured an awful morning @ the hands of mother, who not only gleefully forced poor Ela to do loads of stupid exercises for her before finally letting me sit, I also had to let her gleefully FORCE L me to stand and use the Wii Fit for her, before I had to let her gleefully FORCE L me to stand @ the kitchen sink and let her gleefully force poor Ela wash the day’s dishes; argh, I HATES standing practice!! Had some leftovers for lunch before going out and enduring my weekly torture session with Vincent the physio. Walked all around Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown with mother afterwards and bought groceries; back home, I had to let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the day’s washing; argh, THREE lots of prolonged standing for me today! >< *sigh* Kim’s coming to mind me for two hours around 4pm and toms, UQ physio resumes! Can’t remember if it’s kim/Carol coming back to mind me for two hours @ 4pm, though. Anyways, hopefully bbl with today’s events in more detail, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Sunday Post 191b

Good evening and one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, the final, final spam count for the weekend’s now thirty-four and secondly, Em’s final, final plodding total for Sunday now stands @ 3992. righteo, final, final events for tonight (just briefly, coz it’s already 9:25pm?)

-        Today @ Bible study, Hairy covered the first session of mentorship.

-        For morning tea, I grabbed two finger bikkies and sat down besides Leanne’s granny! Alan’s grandma also came over for a chat~

-        Upstairs for English service, today I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for one song~

-        Speaker today was some leader of this organisation … Compassion? His sermon topic was sth about how Jesus’ final command should be our highest priority.

-        After service, Jacinta and I played that song on the piano! Becca came to listen; originally, she was closing the piano; her back was facing us, and I called out to her, “Aunty, please don’t close down the piano yet; Jacinta and I wanna play it!” Jacinta bursts into laughter. “Em, that’s not an aunty, that’s Becca!” I apologised profusely to her over Facebook this arvo. XD

-        Had lunch with the parents @ Maccas this arvo; I ate fast, and managed to eat the whole Happy Meal myself!

-        Came home, used the loo once for one tinkle then popped online.

-        Alas, I then had to let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside and let her to gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the day’s washing;argh, I HATES standing practice! ><

-        Back inside, I then had to let her gleefully force poor Ela feed me a pear, which I didn’t really find, coz I was finally sitting and could fully concentrate.

-        Afterwards, dad drove us down to the Surfers Paradise markets! First, though, we had a little fish and chips for dinner @ Charis Seafoods. Well, I had a little (exactly five lil chips, two small chunks of battered fish and one yummy scallop); they parrnts finished the rest.

-        There wasn’t much for sale @ the markets, but my highlight of the night was meeting the silent silver man again! When I waved to him, he randomly waved back, even though I hadn’t given him any money! In that case, he definitely deserved a coin! PIG mum rummaged around in her wallet for a dollar coin, I dropped it into his tin and then we shake hands. Think the guy remembers me from last time~ Oh, before we leave, dad also buys teo keyrings: one an ‘E’ for me,the other an ‘M’ but I’m uncertain whether that’s for ‘Michael’ or ‘Mother’.

-        Back home, PIG mum gives me a shower. Meaning today I got a day off shoelace tying practice … will that be my only break this week? I hope not!

-        Toms: my torture session with Vincent the physio isn’t until the early arvo; hope PIG mum takes me grocery shopping somewhere in the morning, rather than forcing me to do any random stupid standing exercise for her …

-        Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme off shoelace tying practice, lemme drink white tea with two sugars and gimme the chance to read for one hour again! Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

P.S. At 9:55pm, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:58. That’s today’s quotas satisfied; will willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Sunday Post 191

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1421 steps today; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘A-Mother-In-Law’s Prayer’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-nine but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online afterwards!!!. Anyways, events for today?

-        For my first game of Bejeweled this arvo, I already lasted 6:09. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’m content not to play again till toms. XD

-        I used the pot :P once/twice last night and once more around 6:50am when dearest dad came to use the downstairs toilet and awoke me when pulling the door shut. Unfortunately, sleep didn’t come back before PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly not only with a bra but also a tee (coz dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet; you can bet your bottom dollar that she won’t help whatsoever when I shower later today) but oh well. Mainly I’m just stressed coz the right side of my idiot head’s still pounding from all the stress awful PIG mum caused me two nights ago. >< *sigh*

-        After getting myself mostly independently kitted, PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces. I know that’s only coz she doesn’t wanna be late for the Canto service; I’m sure I’ll be tying them myself when I shower later.

That all done, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast was one small half-bowl of All-Bran 9what Dr. Ku calls ‘bird food’ XD0 plus some red dragon fruit! The milk turned pink; how cool~ I also drank one full mug of water, took all my usual drugs :p and spent about ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Saturday Post 191d

2105. righteo, final, final events for tonight?

-        I’m doing the Lumosity brain games for PIG mum until 9pm, when I take myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Toms: just church, definitely nothing special. Lol, @ first I thought Jacinta asked me to learn the right hand part for that song so we could go to UQ together and play it at the ES stall, but turns out that Market Day was on Wednesday (from memory, it always is?) and she just wanted to play it together for the sake of playing it! Alas, looks like she’s not free for lunch afterwards either … unless I can find someone to have lunch with me toms arvo, I’m expecting LESS than one Happy Meal (sorry, this pisses me off no end; I’m turning THIRTY next month and you’d think I’d be big enough to have ONE little Happy Meal by myself?? >< *sigh*) then a lonely arvo staring @ the computer until PIG mum comes down from pigland and orders that I shower .. *sigh* Righteo, hope to see everyone @ church toms~

-        Cheers,

-        Em. ^^

Saturday Post 191c

Good evening! Em’s new final plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 2064. ha, I’m just over 2000. XD Anyways, continuing tonight’s events?

-        At 5:55pm I took myself once more slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Kim’s back next Monday.

-        When dad got home, he immediately said something about me letting him gleefully FORCE L me to use the bloody cross trainer for him AGAIN (i.e. for the SECOND TIME that day); I was like, “Nup.” So then he threatened to get PIG mum downstairs and gleefully force me to use the Wii Fit. *sigh*

-        When PIG mum did come downstairs, she did immediately and gleefully boot me offline but luckily, it wasn’t to use the Wii Fit for her but rather to gleefully force poor Ela to practise piano. I don’t really mind, because (1) I was sitting and could fully concentrate and (2) I’ve always loved playing piano, even after the cruel and unfaithful God so wantonly took away my ability to play decently. I can’t claim I was brilliant or anything, but I wasn’t half-bad, honest … it just makes me so sad to see how the cruel and unfaithful God has reduced me so… still, I’ll be damned before I let Him take away myn love of playing piano away from me! The good thing was, PIG mum let Era practise too; toms I may be playing with Jacinta!

-        When dearest dad used the walkie-talkie to signal that dinner was ready, I used the loo once for one tinkle then joined the parents @ the gobbling :P table, walking myself slowly and safely so as not to let the cruel and unfaithful God push me over.

-        Dinner tonight: the yummy rice, lotsa the little tong vegetable that PIG mum and I bought from IGA yesterday, lotsa dearest dad’s home-grown hairy melon and like half teaspoon of yummy mince, tomato and onion.

-        Dinner was spooned down with one bowl of soup, after which I returned my bowl to the sink and walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Anyways, I’ve just exceeded the PISSY two hour time limit of net time that PIG mum so gleefully restricts me to; I’d better go do the Lumosity brain games for her now. Fingers crossed I can bbl after one more loo trip @ 9pm with my final, final plodding total for tonight, the final, final events for Saturday plus what’s happening Sunday, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Saturday Post 191b

Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Saturday! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for today now stands @ 1903. righteo, potential final, final events for Sunday?

-        When Kim announced her arrival two minutes early, I walked myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        So a nice warm shower for me – I washed and rinsed my hair today. I also sang 25% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

-        I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice warm water off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who helped me dry my back, Era and both legs), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me cream my back, Era and both calves) then mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both shoelaces, after I’d practised tying the right one with her). After using the loo for one tinkle, I washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Arvo tea was one yummy banana plus one mug of white tea. Kim said she’d added two sugars but hey, my tastebuds don’t lie! XD Oh well, I was just happy to finally get one mug of white tea!

-        Happiness was getting to read for just over one hour~ Today, I reached page 250 @ 5:15pm, BTW. As for Kim, she cleaned the bathroom then sat and gently massaged Ela for like fifty minutes, but without the paintbrush coz she told PIG mum that my skin’s been reacting to the brush and PIG mum’s removed it?

-        Guess the wind was blowing in the wrong direction coz Ten kept flickering and wouldn’t lemme watch the sports report @ 5:45. oh well, I enjoyed reading for ten more minutes~

-        At 5:55pm I took myself once more slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, always r – hopefully bbl!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Saturday Post 191

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1699 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Go To The Mountain Of Prayer’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!! Anyways, events for today?

-        I used the pot :P once this morning around 2:45am, once again around one hour later and once more @ 6P:20am, before spending the ten minutes until 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* The other alas is that I woke with a pounding head this morning … I’m sure it’s a direct result of the awful day I endured yesterday @ the hands of horrid mother; my idiot head already wasn’t feeling very comfortable this morning when I hit the sack last night, but I’ll give until Tuesday morning to bugger off before asking for any Panadol …

-        At 2:38pm, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:13. Now, lemme play one more lasting between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits until toms. XD

-        At 3:03pm, I played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:43 and will willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

When PIG mum hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work one hour later, I used the pot :P again. After she’d gone, I spent ten more minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After dad tucked Daddy Bear and I back into bed, we happily cuddled snored, me waking twice more for the pot :P before Carol arrived five minutes early. She knew to gimme fifteen more minutes but still copped the Bear Bum because she tried to get me up early before the fifteen minutes was up – twice! XD

-        When I finally swung outta bed, I used the pot :P once more for three tinkles. Carol got me kitted and then I went over to the bathroom to brush my teeth. Thanks to Carol who squirted me some toothpaste – Ela enjoyed her once weekly break.

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        That done, I washed and dried Era before walking myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Thanks to dad who left me half a sandwich of ham and egg; thanks to Carol who cooked the bread yummy and added half a slice of cheese for me. Only I was a tad grumpy that had told Carol I was only to drink green tea! >< *sigh*

-        After breakfast, I wrote my letter to nana! As for Carol, she made my bed then sat and very gently massaged Ela for like one hour while watching television.

-        At midday, I asked Carol please for one mug of water and did a stinky unspeakable.

-        Back @ the gobbling :P table, Carol made me one warm mug of Milo and I tried ringing Aunty Nga. Annie jie jie answered, and said Aunty Nga was still asleep!

-        Instead, I happily read for about thirty minutes, while Carol cooked me like half a bowl of fried rice for lunch.

-        At 12:55pm, I took myself slowly and safely once more to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Carol left me with one small half bowl of fried rice and another mug of green tea for lunch but I had to walk myself to the front door and let her back inside when CODA rang and said she’d come back coz she’d forgotten to lock the side door!

-        When dad came home, he said he’d reconnect the computer for me once I let him gleefully FORCE L me to plod 800 steps on the bloody cross trainer for him. Well, I actually went 824 steps on that thing and will most definitely be singing myself to sleep tonight, SCREW counting! >< *sigh*

-        After PIG mum helped me with a tee change, I popped online, she hit pigland upstairs and dad’s doing some plumbing!

-        Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. Will remember to tell her dad said I could have a mug of white tea this arvo.

-        Toms: just church, nothing special. Well, the special thing’s that Jacinta’s asked me to play some hymn with her; apparently it’s Open Day @ UQ toms and she’s volunteering in the ES stall? Not sure how I’ll get to UQ and what’s for lunch; also not sure will my sense of rhythm be up to playing the song but fingers crossed! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Friday Post 214b

Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Friday now stands @ 2967 (bet if I can return online after dinner I’ll have passed 3000! XD and secondly, the potential final, final spam count for the week’s now eighty-two. But thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FIVE MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Righteo, events for today?

- Yay, second consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 5:55am (and once March starts, I’m not accepting awesome sleeps until 6am coz it’s getting hard to see the time now!) and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes till 6:05am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

- At 6:16pm I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:50. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits until toms. XD

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Friday Post 214

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1204 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Walk In The Light’ and thirdly, the spam count for the week’s eighty-one but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FORTY-FIVE MINUTES online after Aunty Lucia minds me for one hour around 4pm! So hopefully bbl with today’s events, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Thursday Post 214d

Good evening again and one final greeting for tonight! Em’s final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 4322. righteo, final, final events for tonight?

-        When PIG mum finished her long nap, she came downstairs and helped me with a set change of clothes.

-        Before leaving for dinner, I went back to the computer table and grabbed my mobile.

-        Lol, how boring: dinner was back @ the same place where I had lunch, Woka Woka! As expected, I only got piss little. Not only that, Aunty jo was there again too, with Uncle NSW and Gabriel! XD

-        Back home, I used the loo once for one tinkle, then walked myself slowly and safely online, again and always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Toms: I may only log a pissy plodding total toms, coz I’ve only got an appointment to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage in the early arvo. But hopefully PIG mum’ll take me grocery shopping somewhere.

-        Aunty Lucia’s coming to mind me for about one hour @ 4pm. *sigh*

-        Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Thursday Post 214c

Good evening! Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 3574. ha, I’m just over 3.5 grand. XD Anyways, continuing events for tonight?

-        Alas, the moment dad came home, he immediately demanded I let him gleefully FORCE L me to use the bloody cross trainer for him. Fine fine to ruin an otherwise great day. *sigh* Well, I actually went 824 steps, and will most definitely be singing myself to sleep tonight, SCREW counting! >< *another sigh*

-        Waiting for PIG mum to come downstairs from pigland to gimme a complete clothes set change. Fingers crossed I can bbl after dinner (also fingers crossed that dad will take us out somewhere for dinner), otherwise hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

Thursday Post 241b

Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Thursday! Em’s potential final, final plodding for today now stands @ 2626. righteo, potential final, final events for Thursday?

-        When Kim announced her arrival two minutes early, I walked myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        At 6:14pm, I played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:29. Now, since yesterday’s quotas have been fulfilled, time to play today’s games! XD

-        At 6:23pm I played a third game of Bejeweled lasting 5:29. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

-        Yup, at 6:17 I played a 4^th game of Bejeweled lasting 6:17. yup, will hit the sack tonight when ordered to. XD

-        So a nice warm shower for me today – I washed and rinsed my hair. I also slowly, softly but most hatefully sang 25% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

-        I have one tinkle before I flip the nice warm water off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with my back, Era and both legs), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps me cream my back, Era and both calves) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces, after I finish practising tying the left one with her). After using the loo for one tinkle, I wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Arvo tea’s the second half of lunch plus one mug of green tea. Since Kim wouldn’t lemme drink white tea, my only joy was getting to read the book club novel for one more hour. I had to skip the not-as-interesting parts of the sports report to achieve that; had Kim not demanded I practise tying shoelaces with her, I’d have had time to read for one happy hour then watch the whole sports report, but hey.

-        Before Kim left, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo once for two tinkles and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Toms: well, I’m not seeing Aunty Ann for a comfy massage until afternoon. Presumably PIG mum’s taking me grocery shopping somewhere, else I don’t see how I’m gonna pass 1000 steps.

-        Aunty Lucia’s minding me for about one hour toms around 4pm. Another carer that awful PIG mum has told not to follow me when I struggle with walking. >< *sigh*

-        Anyways, hopefully bbl after dinner tonight, else hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^