Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 2730 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘How Do You Come Across?’ but
thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY MINUTES online after
Dani leaves @ 6pm!!! Anyways, events for today?
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For my first game of Bejeweled today, I lasted 5:15 . Now, lemme play one more lasting in
between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be happy to call it quits for today. XD
Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:25am , and after one pot :P trip, I spent the
ten minutes till 7:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Yup, @ 2:39pm ,
I played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:51 .
will willingly hit the sack tonight, now. XD
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I didn’t fall back asleep again before PIG mum came to
hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra before leaving me
to get myself mostly kitted, which I did so after giving myself fifteen more
minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I then sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully
leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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After washing
and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not
letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was two plain (without honey) Weet-bix, all my
usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast I also spend about ten
minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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