Saturday Post 190b

Heylo again, and potentially one final greeting for Saturday! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 2185. anyways, events for today?

-        Well, my week’s worth of awesome sleeps ended this morning @ 12:20am, but hey. When nature calls, you gotta listen! XD Anyways, I hope I can start a new awesome sleeping streak right away~

Nature called again around 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        At 6:22pm, I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:31. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’m content not to play again till toms. XD

The teddies and I happily cuddled and snored, me waking up once more to use the pot :p when PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work @ 7:30am. After she’d gone, dearest dad had tucked the teddies and I back into bed and I’d asked him please to keep quiet until Besta arrived so we could sleep, I spent ten more minutes continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^