Wednesday, February 8, 2017

Wednesday Post 239

Good evening! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding approx. 1026 steps (idiot Wally 2 stopped counting for me again >< *sigh*) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘The Secret To Having Joy (1) but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-THREE MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
-        At 6:49 I played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:40. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be happy to call it quits until toms. XD
Woo hoo, I had my best sleep for 2017 thus far last night! Nature didn’t call until 8:25am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 8:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-        I didn’t fall asleep again before PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra around 9:15am. After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I used the pot :P once more for one tinkle then got myself mostly independently kitted.
PIG mum returned to do Elf’s AFO and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-        At 7:18pm I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:06. will willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Breakfast was about one plain (without honey) Weet-bix (the last) and a small handful of the new Weet-bix bites I bought yesterday; yum! I also drank one full mug of water and popped all my usual drugs. :P Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!


-        Before leaving for UQ, I go to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable.
-        Today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes, before Ela opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubs Ela’s fingers for ten minutes, like how Vincent the physio’s taught me.
-        Dad tootles me off to UQ for physio. Today with Sonia I do preshaping Ela for grasping, cone work while kneeling, walking six laps along hallway, eleven sit-to-stands and around thirty mini squats with knee kissing. I also get the chance to ask Sonia how come Ethan got the facilitator job even though he’s too young to have the minimum number of years experienced required and Sonia laughed. “We pulled a few strings to get him the job,” she laughed. “There was no-one else available.” XD
Cheers,

Em. ^^

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