Heylo again and good afternoon! Please excuse the first
post: I just get so very excited whenever I get to post before midday . XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @
work plodding 492 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house yet) and secondly,
TWFT topic’s “Don’t Let Fear Stop You (2)” but thirdly and way most
importantly, I’m still owed FIVE MINUTES online when I
get back home this arvo!!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like
yesterday, nature didn’t call until 7:05am ,
and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:25am beginning a
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with
the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 11:46am , I played
one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:10 .
Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll
be happy to call it quits for Tuesday. XD
- Then @ 11:56am ,
I played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:55 .
Will hit the sacxk tonight, now. XD
- Oh! I had another dream this morning!! This time, I was @
Unique Physiotherapy browsing a gossip mag! So no food, but neither did Vincent
the physio come out, luckily, else it would’ve been a NIGHTMARE!! XD
- The teddies and I continue cuddling and snoring, me waking
once more each hour until PIG mum comes downstairs and into my room to hit me
with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra before leaving me to get
myself mostly independently kitted, which I do coz I’ve already given myself
fifteen more minutes.
-PIG mum comes back to help me with Elf’s AFO and both
laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela).
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also
leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one Weet-bix and like half a small handful of
those yummy Weet-bix Bites, all my usual drugs :P (it doesn’t really matter
that I had to let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto each pill
bottle coz I was seated and could fully concentrate) and one full mug of water.
Over breakfast, I also spent about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat
to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries
to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
-
After breakfast, I take my bowl over to the sink (then
return for a second time to pick up the container lid PIG mum had used to place
my drugs :P into that I had accidentally dropped to the floor; for some reason,
dad expected me to just bend down from where I’m standing and retrieve it? Uh,
no, that’s dangerous and I might fall! My way was better: use Erf to nudge it
closer to where I was sitting and just bend down from the chair to retrieve it.
Still slightly scary but my sitting balance is okay) before walking myself
slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-
Well, PIG mum’s gone out for her work group photo now;
hopefully she’ll come back and take me grocery shopping somewhere, else I don’t
see how I’m gonna pass 1000 steps today.
-
Darani’s coming to mind me from 4pm and taking me to Toastmasters tonight! Fingers crossed
PIG mum’ll lemme bring back some dinner home from Maccas; never mind that Happy
Meals were what I ate @ LEAST two DECADES ago!
-
Toms: Well, Aunty Deana’s not coming to mind me till
12:30pm (must remember to ask PIG mum to tape another episode of Chicago Fire
tonight for us to watch toms) so again, hopefully PIG mum’ll take me grocery
shopping somewhere again, else I don’t see how I’m gonna pass 1000 steps toms.
-
Think Darani’s coming to mind me for the very last time
toms arvo before she moves onto her new job!
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Anyways, hopefully bbl this arvo, else hope everyone
has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^a
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