Wednesday Post 241c

Good evening! Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1717. anyways, continuing tonight’s events?

-        Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:45am, and after one pot :P trip, I went straight back to sleep, coz I wanted to fall asleep again and wake to use the pot :P before dad came to kiss me bye before leaving for work @ 7:45am!

Success~ After he’d gone, I spent ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddled and snored again, me waking up and using the pot :P once more when PIG mum begins A-THUMPING around upstairs around 9am. Son, she’s inside my room, hitting me with the eye goo, helping me very slightly with a bra then leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

PIG mum comes to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (I rejoice, coz that means today I’ll get the one day off per week of shoelace tying practice that I ask for), before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast was one small half-bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) mixed with some yummy Weet-Bix Bites, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also spent about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        Breakfast finished, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the new 4WD (which still retains a tiny bit of ‘new car smell’!) and she tootles me off to see Ray. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day, too. Oh, and today Era helps Ela stretch for forty-five minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 250 times, holding each for a count of five.

-        My first appointment today was to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Last time, I was his first client to use the toilet; today, I’m the first client to lie on his new bed! It’s very comfy~

-        So today I get some comfy massage and acupuncture from Ray, while PIG mum’s in her element; yapping incessantly @ him. She even goes as far as to tell me to shut up (in politer words, obviously :P) so that she could continue yapping @ him! XD (her pretext was that if I talked while Ray was treating me, Ela’s arm would stiffen up. XD

-        After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles me off for physio @ UQ. It’s my last one with Sonia; the students resume next week~

-        Physio today: transferring from mats to plinth twelve/thirteen times, tranferring from mat straight upright twice and cone work for Ela. Julie came to help me today, too~

-        Physio finished, I use the loo once more then PIG mum tootles me home.

-        Back home, I pop online and send PIG mum my homework that needs printing before I plop briefly online for myself

-        When Aunty Deana arrives, she cooks me another packet of that instant pasta that I’d bought with Kim two shopping trips ago. She has lunch her godmother made her!

-        After lunch, I use the loo for one tinkle then we sit down to watch the newest episode of Chicago Fire … only I can’t find it? Instead, I watch one of Westlife’s live concerts from like 2011 while Aunty Deana massages Ela for like fifty-five minutes. Bear Bear keeps me company; I wave his arm along with each song when Aunty Deana asks him why he’s not singing. XD

-        Carol arrives just as Aunty Deana’s leaving. I head into the bathroom for my nice warm shower – I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 22% of my shorter second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

-        I have one tinkle before I flip the nice warm water off, get dried, get creamed and have another tinkle. Carol rekits me, and I have one last tinkle when she’s doing Elf’s AFO straps.

-        Well, I miss out getting to watch the sports report again, but it’s definitely worth getting to read for one full hour instead! :D Thanks to PIG mum who bought me one sushi roll for arvo tea; thanks also to Carol who gave me some more soya sauce.

-        So while I read, Carol watched television and very gently massaged Ela for like fifty minutes, painting her khaki with yellow spots today.

-        At 5:55pm, when I went once more to the loo, PIG mum left for her talk. Thanks to her who passed me one mug of water before leaving; I quickly did a stinky unspeakable before Carol left.

-        Suddenly, Aunty A rang! She said she finally got NBN connected and wanted to see did the phone line work. XD

-        Dad came home around the same time. He was all for gleefully FORCING me to use the bloody cross trainer for him, but I point blank refused, saying that since God rested on the 7^th day, surely I’d get a break too. Dad was like fine, then you don’t get dinner. Lol, from somewhere I’ve heard it’s good to skip one meal per month? Tonight was mine. Technically, dad did tell me to drink one bowl of soup and chew one small chunk of bread.

-        Anyways, hopefully bbl shortly after 9pm following one more loo trip with my final, final plodding total for today, the final, final events for the night plus what’s happening toms, else hope everyone’s having a smashing week!

Cheers,

Em. ^^