Sunday Post 190

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2087 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s “Don’t Retaliate” and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-six but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-TWO online for later!! Anyways, events for today?

-        Firstly, @  4:03pm I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting  5:22. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be content to hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:30am, and after one pot :P trip, I head straight back to sleep, coz I wanna use the pot :P once more before PIG mum enters my room one hour later!

-        The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum comes downstairs and kicks her slipper instead of putting her foot over it. Actually, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo while I’m still over the loo; I’m lucky coz not only does she help me very slightly with a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet.

I use the pot :P once after dearest dad kisses me bye and goes to church first, give myself fifteen more minutes, use the pot :P once more then get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (only coz she doesn’t wanna be late for Canto service @ 9am; bet I’m tying them myself later after I shower) before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I use the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is another bowl of bird food :P (okay, All-Bran; Dr. Ku himself called it bird food but hey, I quite like it! XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

When PIG mum’s finished readying herself upstairs, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the car (it’s still got a little ‘new car’ smell! I’ll savour that for one more day, prolly~) and she tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; as for me, I spend the short trip finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        At 5pm, I played another game of Bejeweled lasting exactly six minutes. Right, will willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

-        At church, I use the loo once for one tinkle then join the class. PIG mum hurries back upstairs to join the Canto service.

-        Today, Hairy leads us through Week Three of the disciple-making process. We’re told to name three younger people from the English congregation we can pray for, and I chose Celian, Nok Yee and Hil Lam. Amazingly, we covered everything with thirty minutes to spare! The guys all left; the girls stayed with me. Mel developed her new B&B idea: not bed and breakfast, but Bible and breakfast! I’m also super-excited coz Esther told me she met up with Pastor Grace yesterday to continue organising my birthday bash!

-        When PIG mum came and got me, I used the loo once more myself, grabbed a lil morning tea and sat down.

-        Time to hike upstairs for English service, I took the stairs up. PIG mum then immediately bolted off to her very informal ‘fellowship’ with all the other aunties that can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does. Not sure why she calls   - bbl!

Cheers,

Em. ^^